Saturday, September 17, 2005
i have not totally recovered from what had happened for the past few days and this morning, something bad happened again.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
really, i dunno wat's happening....
wat happened was, i logged into my yahoo acc and read an email from the ''bulk'' folder. it says it is from ebay blahblahblah and asked me to update my credit card details, if not my acc would be cancelled and may have problems signing up for another acc. so i clicked on the link and was directed to website, which looks exactly like the ebay website. for one moment, i suspected if this is true, but on the other hand, i dun wanna lose my ebay acc, so i typed in my credit card no., security no., PIN no., and the expiry date. and i entered. on the other browser, i checked the email i got and moved it from the ''bulk'' folder to my inbox, jus in case. back at the new link where i entered my details, i was redirected to ebay.com and was asked to log in, so i log in to see if everything's fine. then, i saw an email from ebay dated 16 july (months ago). as i hardly use my ebay acc, i have not seen that email. when i clicked on the message, somewhere in the middle of the message, ebay warned ebay users abt some fake and spoof emails sent out. and they said...if credit card details or acc details are to be updated, emails will be sent to both yahoo.com and ebay.com, and if we receive any suspected fake emails, attach the email and send it to ebay.com. and now, the problem is, the email i received was jus to my yahoo.com, so i panicked. i went back to my yahoo acc and checked my inbox, the email is no longer there. omg. it's weird. i am sure i moved it from bulk to inbox, but it's not there. sigh. i went to my history to find the email, but the page has expired. i went back to the browser i entered my details and clicked ''back'' many times and luckily, i got back to the page i entered my details. and i realised.........usually, ebay websites have this little ebay icon at the side. but the one which i entered my details have another weird icon. omg. and their address was http://211.60 blahhh...and ebay sign in address is http://signin.ebay blahhH~ shit. wrong move. i quickly took a screen shot of the website and how the page looks like and emailed ebay.com regarding this matter. and i panicked...so i called my bro asking him wat i should do. and he told me to cancel my credit card immediately..so, i called up my bank to cancel my card and requested for another replacement card. sigh....phew......wat a bad day. i feel so cheated. and f* this person who wanted to cheat me.
anyway, dunno how to advise you guys...jus be careful..and dun trust all these emails so easily.
shit, still cant believe i got cheated!
anyway, side track a little....
i think i am a crybaby~
since young, whenever i cry, my mum will say, ''bie ku! (angrily) ni qu zao zao jing zi, can ni you dou chou.'' (meaning...dun cry, go and look into the mirror and see how ugly u are)..and now, every time i cry, this sentence jus appears in my mind non-stop. and sometimes, i stand infront of the mirror crying and seeing how ugly i look..hahah~ weird.
had been thinking alot lately...and i realised, everytime me and wayne had a major argument, i will ask myself, is wayne the right guy for me? aft these few days, i realised i shouldn't be thinking this way. i should be improving on my relationship, instead of finding negative thoughts abt it.
and i thought again, how many of my guy friends treat me like how wayne does? how many guys are there for me when i needed someone? how many guys have actually shown their concern in the right way? how many guys actually really understand me? how many guys actually give me this heart-warming feeling all the time? how many guys can tolerate my temper and communicate with me in the right way? how many guys give in to me jus like wayne does? non. except for wayne. u know something? aft all these yrs, i think i have learnt to treasure my relationship more, day by day. aft all that happened, i realised how important wayne is to me. no other guy can replace him. and of all the guys who have chased me, i think non of them can understand me as well as wayne does. remember there was once, i brought naughty to ta's place and somehow naughty and milo (ta's dog) got into a ''fight'', wayne offered to bring naughty home for me, so that i can enjoy the gathering with my friends and he'll come back again aft dropping naughty. how sweet can a guy be? and there was another time when wayne made me really angry and he came over to my house the next day with a HugH dog with a bouquet of flowers, waiting outside for me. and my bday last yr, he actually ordered a bouquet of 143 roses specially delivered to my house. which guy has done that to me before? which guy understands me as much as wayne does? which guy gives in to me, tolerates me and never argues with me, so that everything will be fine again? which guy is willing to sacrific his time, effort, put away his ego, apologise and give in to me all the time? non. nil.
anyway, better stop saying before wayne gets onto cloud nine. lalalala~ jus hope he's here by my side soon. counting down to the day he arrives. 17 more days to go!
xoxo ; 1:52 PM
